urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxmatteh xxmatteh xxmatteh 2008-02-11T04:27:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxmatteh:2207 2008-02-11T04:27:15Z 2008-02-11T04:27:15Z soothing music. holy fucknuts.<br />it's been a really long time since ive written in this thing.<br />i guess it's the thing i go to when im really bored/whatev..<br />well, its close to valentines day 2008!<br />cant wait! big night planned.<br />sitting home probably watching some dumb movie on tv, or maybe the oc.<br />i've got nothing better too do.<br />meh, but i digress.<br />lately i've felt, you know.. incomplete.<br />no particular reason, i've given up on emotions for other people like "that".<br />i felt it was a waste of time, a long time ago.<br />just feel like something is missing in my life, im just not sure what that is.<br />well when i figure it out, i'll let you know.<br /><br />ps. i know im talking to nobody, but i couldnt care less. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxmatteh:1881 2007-05-30T14:57:30Z 2007-05-30T14:57:30Z music some idiot is blasting. long time eh?<br />im in english class in the library<br />and i dont know what we're supposed to do.<br />so im doing this,<br />im currently not depressed or angry at the world.<br />so this is a pretty boring thing.<br />-inserts sigh-<br />sabrina is sitting next too me.<br />shes kinda mean.<br />she wont give me gum, meanieface.<br />moving along.<br />im all of a sudden craving pizza,<br />sabrina probably has some but shes being mean and wont give me anything.<br />jk.<br />she was even just more mean too me.<br />D: . <br />kayte is quietly sitting on the other side of me, was looking at pictures but now is playing solitaire, fun fun.<br />i should really do my assignment, but i dont care too.<br />well thats all for now, cause i need music.<br />KBYE.<br />&lt;3 :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxmatteh:1360 2007-03-21T03:32:53Z 2007-03-21T03:32:53Z i always seem to be watching tv. hello.<br />long time no talk.<br />i just havent gotten around too it lately.<br />too much shit going on, lots of busy days and lots of fake smiles.<br />i basically hate all my classes.<br />french would have to be my favourite, and i cant speak it. art is just a pain, i cant fucking draw on command! k, you crazy fucking hobo.<br />im probably the smartest kid in my math class, since it is essentials. and im not doing well in it cause I frankly don't give a fuck. and english is just a cheap laugh.<br />maybe next year will be better? better people coming, but that also means more gangstas..great.<br />well thats my random school rant.<br />im doing one with a point soon enough. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxmatteh:1036 2007-02-01T03:03:44Z 2007-02-01T03:03:44Z the voices inside my fucking head. i dont know what too think about today.<br />first, i passed the canadian history exam with a 70. boosting my mark too a passing grade.<br />then i went home, and got severly bitched at by my mother for some "horrible" thing i've done. gah<br />my computer wont work or do the things i want it too. i need to do a resume damnit. microsoft word, and printers fucked.<br />then i went too rachelles, and i was expecting money from my father, and got it. gave me a hundred bucks.<br />woo?<br />and i still dont know what too think about today.<br />something tells me things are just getting weirder.<br />and im kinda fucking pissed right now over nothing.<br />fuck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxmatteh:702 2007-01-21T05:33:11Z 2007-01-21T05:33:11Z da television im such a noob at this thing.<br />im so confused, not like I need more things to be confused about.<br />fuck.<br />but i had a good day, FUCK IM COLD !